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January 19, 2017
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Best of Everything to You,
Jim Danger
January 19, 2017
Monday, October 17, 2016
Re-Post of article i wrote in 2015:
Thoughts on GG Allin: Is GG To Be
Admired?
by Jim Danger 8/2,3/15
GG Allin was like a scientific
experiment in real life. What if there was a guy who absolutely
refused to observe rules, laws, of any kind; who insisted on “going
too far”, every time out?
He freely admitted that he couldn't help himself, couldn't hold back,
couldn't stay within any “reasonable” guidelines, even when his
own band depended on his ability to “not go too far.”
I think that a
lot of the fascination with GG Allin is based on the fact of his
being a spectacle – the guy in the experiment, the singular “what
if” specimen, who is probably the only case we're going to see, of
a person acknowledging NO bounds.
Is
GG Allin to be a hero because
of his refusal – his inability – to obey any rules?
This
question itself contains questions. He clearly could, at
times, obey rules. When on
television talk shows, for example, he would usually guard his
language, carefully avoiding a lot of offensive words that must have
come to mind at such times. “You're following a false Bible,” he
declared on the Jane Whitney show in New York, a day or two before
his death, “I wipe my a-
[pause] – butt with
it!” This always interested me, the quick-change choice of words,
there, carefully altered the fit the TV audience. He could
control himself, at times. He
also declared on a TV show that he would rather be naked, “if
they'd let me.” He had to follow certain guidelines, or not be on
TV. He was not “totally out of control.”
The
main question at hand here is: Is GG Allin is to be admired,
considered a hero, for
the way he lived? Certainly, some do revere him for his
pedal-to-the-metal, headlong dive into destruction. Why is that? I
still think it's the spectacle factor, and the vicarious
participation in his ardent “fuck you” to any and all
rules, that is the key to his
appeal. He puts on the best show, in
the estimation of his select, particular fans. It's also the fact
that he is apparently not putting
on a show, in the show-biz, commercial sense, but that he is
soul-level serious about
his “mission” to destroy all rules, all fashion, in rock'n'roll
music – and in his life. Nothing will
be denied him, and he can and will do anything he
wants, and nobody will
tell him otherwise – and he will never stop
this rebellion. Certainly seems like an appealing life, to some, and
fans cheer him on in that endeavor – even years after his
ignominious death.
One
of the most outstanding traits that GG Allin possessed was his
ability to turn a negative into a positive, by a magical twist in
perception – his own perception, and in many cases, that of those
around him, as well. If an obstacle or unfortunate circumstance
arose, and was unavoidable, instead of complaining about it or
fighting it, GG would find a way to make it work for him. His whole
life, it seems, was an ongoing cycle of unfortunate circumstances,
which GG did his best to turn into positives., to use – somehow –
as steppingstones. He refused to be beaten – this one thing can
truly be said of him. Even if he was beaten,
his way of viewing it would never allow for that, and those who
idolize him will take his view. GG was never beaten,
never took no for an
answer, never took
shit from anyone, but lived “his way” every second of his life.
So goes the deifying legend.
GG could not
have been any different from the way GG was. This is true of you and
me, as well. We do stuff we do 'cause that's what we do. It's largely
based in both genetics and environment, with personal variables
thrown in for spontaneity's sake. {“Personal variables” - eg.,
twins brought up in the same environment, may have sharply varied
personalities, tastes, perspectives, etc..} You can't help being who
you are, and attempts to alter ourselves from our natural
inclinations can only lead to confusion – for there's only one of
us, and we're it.
GG
was unusual. This is what makes him fascinating, to many. You don't
see many cases of a person like this. In fact, most of us can't think
of any other case like
this. The things that he was driven to do were somewhat unusual, but
the fact that he was a rock'n'rolling lunatic
along these lines, the fact that he delighted in and succeeded in
exhibiting his unusual behavior onstage, with an audience,
while a band accompanied him, was
just too remarkable to not pay some attention to. Again, it's the
spectacle of GG Allin,
and people's fascination with that mind-boggling oddity, the very
edgy freak show, that
continues to gain GG Allin the attention of many people, the world
over.
I'm just going
to jump to my conclusion here, and continue to elaborate on it
afterwards: GG was a sick, twisted, out-of-control sociopath, most
destructive to himself but savagely destructive to others as well,
were they unfortunate enough or foolish enough to be in his presence.
He was – during the majority of his adulthood – an extreme drunk,
a coke-head, a speed freak and a junkie, whose drug and alcohol
consumption led to extremes in behavior, as it does for even the most
garden-variety drunk & drug addict. He was wildly maladjusted,
psychologically and emotionally. Causes of such maladjustments are
not hard to find, given what was apparently his upbringing.
GG,
within his own limitations, tried to conform, but could
not. He has said something about
“no matter what I did”, he just “did not fit in”. He was
driven to be an
outcast, at least in his own perception, by the majority, who indeed
were not like him in most regards; so, again, given his savage
upbringing. GG couldn't help being
GG. In his real attempts to “get along”, he even agreed to see a
psychiatrist, during his marriage, when he was in his mid-20s. The
doctor he saw may well have been a simpleton, but in any case, GG was
simply angered by the “shrink”, and went away all the more
determined to go his own way, no matter what anyone else thought.
Again, had he a choice? No; yet he knew how to take a negative and
turn it into what he could call a positive. He decided to celebrate
being GG Allin, Out Of Control,
Unmanageable & Ever-Outcast, to be proud of
this status, as though he had chosen it out of sheer
courage! I dare say that many of
his fans believe this of him; they believe that he could have
conformed like anyone else, but that he refused, out
of sheer, willful courage, to
do so. This will be part of his myth.
When
I first met GG Allin in March of 1980, he and the Jabbers {his first
well-known band} had just played a couple of sets in the bar of the
hotel in which GG & the band were staying. They had played the
previous night, as well. At least one of the rooms they occupied, the
one in which everyone was hanging around between and now after the
band's sets, was covered in crude graffiti and drawings all over the
walls – the work of the band, and of some of the small crowd
hanging around with them. One young woman with some serious artistic
talent, had drawn a life-sized nude woman on one wall, but other than
that, it was all quite crude and rude, and very pervasive. The room
was effectively trashed. This was all good fun, as long as they
didn't get caught at it, before
checking out of the hotel, the following morning. There was no
alcohol, no drugs in the room, nor in GG or the Jabbers' system. My
friend, who drove me there that night, had some acid, and he and I
were doing that, but GG & the Jabbers were always straight when
they played, and nobody had any bad habit at this point in time, nor
any money. So, this was “pure GG”, un-drugged, sober, young and
not yet well-known.
[Cont.'d from
this point on 12/12/15:] Suddenly, we were informed that the manager
of the venue and the hotel was on his way – in fact, now coming up
the hallway, and about to arrive. There was a panicked moment of
scurrying around, everyone's eyes got big, in an “Oh, no!”
terror. Nobody had expected that any “authority figure” would see
the trashed room until after the perpetrators had left – yet here
he was, The Man who ran the place. Believe me, GG was as seized with
instant fear as anyone else. He didn't want to get caught or have to
be in a confrontational situation any more than did anyone else.
Though it may be hard for some people to believe, GG Allin by natural
temperament did not enjoy confrontation, personally. If he
were hiding behind some sort of facade, or drugged-out fog, sure –
if it was rather unavoidable, he'd do confrontation, and even brag
about it later. However, it was not his thing, at all. He wouldn't
tell anyone anything they didn't want to hear, as a rule. If someone
tried out for his band, and he knew immediately that he didn't want
them, he would simply say, “Okay, we'll be giving you a call,” or
something to that effect, just so he wouldn't have to be direct.
So, here came
the manager, and it was clearly not what GG wanted, but it was an
unavoidable situation. I was standing right next to him, and I saw an
instant change occur in GG, as soon as he popped his head out the
door and saw the manager headed our way. GG stepped back into the
room for just a second, took a breath, and then stepped back into the
hallway, to greet the manager. “Heyyyy,” he enthused, “How ya
doing!” He put his arm around him, slapping him jovially on the
back, and led him into the room as though showing him into his
presidential palace, with a wide grin.
“What is
this?” was the inevitable reaction from the manager,
“Graffiti on the walls?!” He spoke in a heavy British
accent, being a 40-yr.-old hippie type from England. He looked around
in some horror, taking in the scene.
“Sure,” GG
told him, “From now on, you can charge double for this room,
'cause we'll be famous! Everybody's gonna wanna stay here!”
He was selling it already.
“I don't
know....” the man responded, looking now at me, trying to gauge
whether to fall for this or not. I just looked back at him evenly,
quite amazed myself at the unfolding scene.
Soon, the
manager {I wish I remembered his name, but don't} just let it go, and
sat down, pulled out an ounce of weed, and started rolling joints.
From there, the party really got started.
My point is
this: GG Allin was a master at making the best of a bad situation.
When something was going on that he would rather not deal with, he
refused to let it get him down. Instead, he would act as though this
was what he had chosen, himself. He wasn't going to belly-ache about
anything, even if it was something he personally wished wasn't there.
GG had a
terrible problem with alcohol, cocaine and heroin. It certainly and
obviously affected his behavior, and effectively ruined his life. He
also had the worst case of self-destructiveness that most of us have
ever seen or heard about. These were not attributes – they were
problems. They were his “demons” - not his qualities; not
his gifts. They were what destroyed him, ruined his relationships,
and made a shambles of his life. It was not his way to bemoan these
facts; it was his way to act as though he didn't care, and to even
celebrate those very things which destroyed him. He would never let
anyone see a sign of weakness in himself – even when that weakness
may have been a huge, gaping chasm.
When I spoke
with GG the last time on the telephone, September of 1992, he had
recently gotten out of jail {again}, and was telling me that his most
recent concerts had been sheer chaos, “as bad as” they had been a
few years earlier. He said this was because he had been
drinking two fifths of whiskey a day, and shooting cocaine as well.
{He didn't mention heroin.} He was telling me that he had been out of
control, to a degree that he did not enjoy or want to go back
to. He heaved a big, heavy, extremely weary sigh, that actually said
more than his words could. He was not enjoying how fucked up he was.
I say all
that, to say this: GG Allin was not a person to emulate or even
celebrate, regarding how messed up he was. He was – to those very
few who truly cared about this person – a sad, pathetic figure.
He wasn't the way he was because that's how he wanted to be;
he was the way he was because he couldn't help being the way
he was, and he made the best of what he was stuck with. If you
don't get completely screwed up on drugs and self-destructive
behavior, you would be someone that GG Allin would basically admire.
He didn't do what he did because he thought that was the desirable
thing to do. He did it because for him, it was absolutely
unavoidable. He did say more than once, that what he did was not what
he would recommend for anyone else. He is not someone to be envied,
idolized or admired. Those who really loved him see his life as a
very sad tragedy.
Thoughts On GG Allin by Jim Danger {Was GG To Be Admired?}
Sunday, October 9, 2016
Re-Posting this 2015 article, so it's easier for people to find.
Notes on GG Allin & the Jabbers,
From My Experience With Them
by Jim Danger
My main thought on the Jabbers is
that they were better than they dared to be, without GG Allin.
Maybe
they were all too polite, I don't know, or just lacked the vision. I
thought they were so great, even without GG Allin, but then that was
a rare and unique lineup, of Rob Basso on lead, Alan Chapple on bass,
and John Fortin on rhythm – whomever their drummer turned out to
be, had those three continued together – but that's all imaginative
and retrospective speculation.
What disappointed me about the
Jabbers from when I first heard, around the year 2001, that they
still existed & were playing, was their lack of band identity as
A BAND in their own right, without the throw-back connection to GG
Allin, who has essentially brought them their only fame, and remains
their main claim to same – now over three decades since they played
with him, and over two decades since his death. I'm disappointed that
they took such embarrassingly disrespectful treatment from him, and
basically kept their mouths shut about it. They showed no spine or
self-respect, let alone the “balls” befitting a serious punk rock
band. For them to – years after his death, and amid his lasting,
rising fame – feign great personal regard for him, and some kind of
kinship, is, to me, shockingly disingenuous.
The Jabbers' rage and hostility
toward GG Allin {I speak now of Rob Basso and Alan Chapple} are
barely concealed beneath a flimsy veneer. They are torn, it seems,
between loudly rejecting GG as a total asshole for what he did to
them, and, on the other hand, paying GG sufficient lip service to go
on with the pretentious boast that he was one of them, and they a key
part of the whole GG story. If they seriously blow their cover and
admit to the bitterness and anger they still feel
toward GG, then they presumably forfeit their right to ride in the
hot-air balloon of GG's fame. As
long as they perpetuate the idea that they are proud of their
association with a beloved, kindred musician, who they still admire
and love, then they get to remain in the bubble of GG's fame and
glory. Press them on the matter, though, privately, and they will
readily unmask, and display their seething contempt for the person of
GG Allin, who used them villainously for his own gain and went on to
“glory” {if you can call it that} while they – went nowhere,
remaining forevermore stuck in the shit-stains of GG's storied past.
GG
did not become really well
known until years after his actual association with the Jabbers was
over. This is what irks them so. First of all, they sting from the
ringing explosion of their violently traumatic break from GG, in the
mid-'80s. He was like a morphing monster who rose up from their band,
knifed them in the back, cut their Achilles' heels, and then rapidly
went into out-of-control-beast mode, leaving them not only used, but
broken, dazed and, it turns out, permanently devastated. I think it
was too much for their senses, for their very organic beings and
entity, to process logically or viscerally. I think he basically did
the Jabbers permanent brain damage.
Listen
to them now, in their confused, conflicted explanations,
justifications and attempted exonerations, regarding their
self-perpetuated connection with GG Allin. They veer sharply, almost
drunkenly, between minimizing GG's importance to the Jabbers on the
one hand, to actually over-inflating his role in their existence, on
the other. Depending on the focus of the conversation, they {again, I
speak of Rob and Alan, who were the main crew on board when the “GG
Allin & The Jabbers” ship first hit the rocks, in the summer of
1980} will either pay homage to their famous mate, and raise the GG
Allin flag high {and salute
it, on their knees}, or they will seethingly rip him to shreds for
his ill use of them, and his vile crimes against them.
What happened
was, there was this band called the Jabbers, and GG became a part of
them. They were excellent, as a five-person unit {Al Chapple on bass,
Rob Basso on lead guitar, John Fortin on rhythm guitar, various,
temporary drummers, and GG on vocals, playing the frontman}.
Alan
Chapple maintains – at times, and, “for the umpteenth time” -
that it was merely a five-person band called The Jabbers,
and GG was merely one-fifth of that unit, “nothing more or less”.
{Sorta like John Fogerty being merely one member of CCR, or Jim
Morrison just one member of the Doors.} He further insists – again,
at times, that the band's name was, “just the Jabbers, it
was always just the Jabbers. Only in GG's mind was it ever anything
else.” This is where a break
from reality first appears, as regarding the viewpoint of Alan
Chapple, original and founding Jabber par excellence. {Alan
is a serious, remarkably
able musician, with a very cool
persona, and with enormous talent and potential in his own right.}
I first
encountered the Jabbers via a telephone call from GG Allin in early
March, 1980. He told me that the band was called, “GG Allin &
The Jabbers”. They were gigging as “GG Allin & The Jabbers”.
They had radio airplay as “GG Allin & The Jabbers”. Their
records, two 45-rpm singles, were labeled, “GG Allin & The
Jabbers”. {In point of fact, in the year 2015, they are STILL
promoting themselves with “GG ALLIN & The Jabbers”
merchandise!} When I started driving them around, I spray-painted the
side of my van, “GG Allin & The Jabbers – the Worst of punk!”
It
was always GG Allin &
the Jabbers – though maybe not in Al's mind.
{It was very clear too, at all times, that GG was in charge, he
called the shots, made the major decisions, was their leader.} On
that LP, however, recorded before summer officially began in 1980, it
wasn't even the Jabbers at all, but
simply, and very pointedly, “GG Allin”! For that little
bit of skullduggery on GG's part, Alan claims he wanted to kick GG's
ass – to beat the shit out of him. Instead, Al had little stickers
made, that said the Jabbers name, which he attached to the records he
was able to alter in this manner. Then GG had bright, hot-pink
buttons made, with black block letters saying, “GG ALLIN”, which
he distributed liberally, of course right in the Jabbers' faces, even
when they were all together. If it was “always just the Jabbers,
except in GG's mind,” then I must say GG's mind was way better
known that was “always was”!
So
now, a line had been drawn, crossed, and a gauntlet thrown down by
GG, vs. the Jabbers.
He was taking over, he HAD taken over, and if they wanted to continue
this ride toward stardom, they would do so as his underlings, his
dogs on his leash. They muttered fire under their breath, but
continued with him. Respect had been lost, all the way around,
however. They now had a love-hate for GG – loving the potential
stardom they stood to gain with him, and now, suddenly and basically,
hating his rotten ways, and regarding him with personal animosity,
feeling betrayed and deeply injured by him. He was still lots of fun
to be with, and it was usually difficult to feel real hatred for him
while enjoying the light of his humor and charisma, yet deep
resentment had set in.
Planning
preemptively for both Rob and Al to leave him for what he'd done to
them with the album project {basically, using them to make his
own album, which had been a
collaborative effort of the entire band, financed by Rob Basso,
chiefly, and a project that the entire band had pretty much lived
for}, GG immediately began
seeking a new band. He was planning to keep John Fortin on as
guitarist, even the only guitarist,
for he felt that John's energy and rock-solid rhythm didn't need a
lead player's help, at least for the time being. Being so young {16
by then, I think}, he was not so much involved in or aware of the
dirty tricks GG had pulled on Rob and Al, and he was easily led. I
was to be the drummer, as my right hand was now healed, having been
in a cast for the previous several months. I drove us around in
search of a bass player. GG was brainstorming names for his new band,
since the Jabbers would be gone {though he was always after
me to change my name to Jim Jabber – for yeats!}.
He was already mentioning the name, “The Scumfucks”, by late
June/early July of 1980. He also really liked, “GG Allin & the
Whoremasters”. {Whatever the
name, it was always “GG
Allin and the - “}
So,
just as soon as that LP was out, GG was already planning for life
after the Jabbers, and had all but ruled out any further association
with them. Why? I think it was – in a perverse way – a
gentleman's understanding that once a gentleman fucks over another
gentleman, then said fucked-over party will no longer consider the
fuck-er to be in his good graces, or have further dealings with him.
It is my honest opinion that GG had more respect for the Jabbers than
they had for themselves. He expected that
they would no longer be willing to go along with his plans for
personal glory, now that he'd essentially cut their balls open. To
his surprise, instead of healing their wounded balls and going on as
a band in their own right, they instead discarded their
balls, and limped along with him, without them. Sadly, even though
they would part ways with him anyway and forever within a few short
years, their balls were gone forever.
In
the year 2015, Alan Chapple is insisting, “for the umpteenth time”,
that “it was always just the Jabbers,” and that “GG Allin was
just one-fifth of the band, no more, no less.” It's very hard to
understand how he's thinking, here; how he's justifying his
representation of reality, in light of actual reality,
of which he yet remains fully aware. It's hard to understand, and I
don't get it. In fact, I just don't believe it.
I still think the only reasonable conclusion is that he does
hate what GG did, did
hate what GG did, yet to this
day, as in the summer of 1980, Alan would rather eat GG's shit and
remain on his train, than to stand up for himself and bid final adieu
to GG Allin, Star. The
smell and the glimmer of GG's star power is apparently worth
permanently surrendering one's balls, to stay as close to as
possible.
It
could be that GG Allin broke the hearts of
Jabbers Basso and Chapple, while also de-spining them {and perhaps
they'd never possessed spine or testicles to begin with}. I know that
Alan has expressed that making the LP was something that they'd
looked forward to and had as a goal “all our lives”. Al had even
forced himself to make it to the studio for the recording sessions,
in spite of being so very ill that he vomited between each track he
played. He willed himself
there, to participate in this monumentally significant event, to
which, as he said, his whole life had been leading, guided by
rock'n'roll dreams, propelled by much work and sweat. The fact that
it turned out to be not the realization of a dream but rather of a
nightmare due to having GG essentially steal it from the Jabbers,
would be
heartbreaking. The Jabbers' anger was largely a manifestation of
their pain, of their bitter disappointment, and disillusionment,
brought on by this conniving, self-aggrandizing cutthroat, GG Allin.
Rob
Basso, sensitive soul that he is, was also seemingly heartbroken by
the bursting of the bubble that, up to the time of the album's
pressing, had seemed to be whisking them toward a true bid for
Stardom. His personal experience with GG was particularly injurious
and traumatic. It was Rob who did more than anyone else in the way of
devoting his meager income to the band, including not only coming up
with needed petty cash for gas, tolls, etc., on a regular basis, but
he also funded getting the LP made! {He did confront
GG with the threat of a lawsuit.} Rob had an excellent title in mind
for the album: “Insult & Injury”. How apt, in a terribly
rueful way, this turned out to be; GG did both to the Jabbers.
There
were to be, according to the expressed plans of the group, photos of
all band-members, and of course, the Jabbers name at least
prominently placed with that of GG Allin, on the album cover –
which would, of course, feature a group photo of the band. There was
also to be an insert or sleeve included, with many band photos, of
the group and of individuals. Two songs written and sung by Rob were
recorded for inclusion on the album, and one of Al Chapple's, which
he sang, as well. This was the album Rob was smilingly assured, by
GG, that he was paying for. What he and the rest of the group got,
is now history. GG's face alone
on the cover, GG's face alone on the back cover as well. “GG Allin”
was the artist, with no mention of the Jabbers name. The title was –
to everyone but GG's incredulous surprise, “Is, Was & Always
Shall Be”. Now GG was God!
Rob
had tried to stand up to GG before, he'd tested his power before, and
been overruled. Now, however, this album betrayal was the final
straw, and Rob went in a heated wave of outraged momentum to GG's
door, to put his foot down. GG just put Rob's foot up Rob's ass and
broke it off at the knee, essentially. Rob was pretty much sick over
the whole thing. All of his life's ambition to make it big in
rock'n'roll had been leading up to this as well, just as Chapple has
expressed. Now, he was not only fucked over morally, but financially
as well. When the rift between Rob and GG finally came to its
ultimate head much later, GG beat the shit out of Rob, leaving him
completely bereft and by the wayside.
Rob, as I said, is a sensitive soul, and likes to see the good in people and things. He's enthusiastic and the biggest fan and supporter of rock'n'roll in general, that there is. For him, with all of his hopes, good intentions, enthusiasm and financial support, to have been so thoroughly degraded and backstabbed by GG, even to the point of being physically beaten up on top of it all and at the end of his association with GG, has understandably left Rob very shaken up, to this day more than three decades later. He remains in a shatter of conflicted and contradictory thoughts and feelings regarding his association with GG Allin. The impossible contradictions he calls “dualism” – misapplying the term in another band-aid attempt to patch up the permanently broken and unresolved.
Rob, as I said, is a sensitive soul, and likes to see the good in people and things. He's enthusiastic and the biggest fan and supporter of rock'n'roll in general, that there is. For him, with all of his hopes, good intentions, enthusiasm and financial support, to have been so thoroughly degraded and backstabbed by GG, even to the point of being physically beaten up on top of it all and at the end of his association with GG, has understandably left Rob very shaken up, to this day more than three decades later. He remains in a shatter of conflicted and contradictory thoughts and feelings regarding his association with GG Allin. The impossible contradictions he calls “dualism” – misapplying the term in another band-aid attempt to patch up the permanently broken and unresolved.
Rob,
to me, always seemed content to be an honored guest in GG's shadow.
It wasn't hard to see that he much looked up to GG, and regarded him
with as much a sense of awe as did anyone else. He most certainly
regarded GG as the leader of the group, morally if not officially. It
made an impression on me early in my association with GG & the
Jabbers, when I made a casual, unscheduled visit to Manchester to see
them, and met up with Rob, who explained that GG was out of town, and
there were no band activities going on that weekend. I shrugged okay
and after hanging out for just a little while, began to depart back
to Kittery {Maine}, where I lived, about an hour away. “I'll tell
the Geege you were
here,” said Rob, in a tone that brought to mind an underling
referring to his boss, or a deacon referring to the Minister. I
didn't particularly care whether GG knew I'd come by or not. He just
wasn't there when I came through, no big deal, so I'd go home and be
back another time soon, when we'd probably be doing something in the
line of band business. {I was drummer-in-waiting at the time, with my
injured right hand in a cast, but happy to drive the band around in
the van I'd bought for drum-toting purposes when I'd first met them.}
I felt it entirely unnecessary and ringingly telling, that Rob had
swellingly announced that he'd report my visit to “the Geege.”
{The year was 1980, remember – even before the advent of “the
Donald”, et al.}This indicated to me Rob's own perception of his
relationship with GG. Rather than seeing himself as comrade in arms
with GG, shoulder to shoulder as mates, he was a trumpeteer, blowing
a fanfare to the King, and genuflecting as well, while he was at it.
He was basking in GG's presence and energy, nearly always, at that
early period of March/April of 1980, grinning and enthusiastically
cheerful. He seemed to be truly living his dream – and he'd earned
it, in spades. He was incredibly hard-working, playing like a madman
at the end of a livewire, an awesome and intensely dynamic showman as
well; yet he wasn't particularly trying to be a
showman, as far as I could tell. Having observed him not only onstage
but in practice sessions and even playing air-guitar to a record in
the room where he lived, Rob's way of getting into playing his guitar
was to s jump around – a lot. If
there was room, he'd charge, jump, spring, stagger and otherwise
jackrabbit around in a manner so over-the-top energized as to be, by
turn, amazing, alarming, mesmerizing and menacing. {He used to say,
“Play every gig like it's Shea Stadium, and someday it will be.”
I never forgot this – and at the time, I believed he might just be
right.} As the lead guitarist in a rock'n'roll band, and in this
band in particular, Rob was
unabashedly Great -
First Class. His stage presence was fantastic, even rivaling GG's
own. {Much the same could be said of Alan Chapple, who possessed
comparable star quality.} His conversational, social manner was
engaging, animated, rather polite and genteel – and he was, and of
course remains, exceptionally knowledgable. He
was nerdish. Most of
the time when Rob wasn't playing, he was reading – voraciously.
Rock'n'roll reading. Rock
magazines, rock papers, rock trivia, rock info, rock history,
anything and everything to do with – well, basically, with Music,
though of course rock'n'roll music in particular. GG and Al as well
were very knowledgeable, and GG read a lot, too, but Rob just burned
pages up, reading, reading, reading, always with complete involvement
– with relish. He loved the world of rock'n'roll so much,
and was thoroughly delighted
to be living in it. He had “found his bliss”, was fulfilled and
brimming with readiness for what appeared to be a seriously bright
future. GG Allin brought that hope to within breathing, touching
distance. GG provided and instilled the confident assurance that this
band was going to
“make it big”, and with GG at the helm and at the microphone, and
with GG almost constantly uttering positive affirmations of their
certain success, it was very, very easy to believe that all
rock'n'roll dreams were coming
true – and the best was yet to come. They were right at the brink!
Then
– WHAMMO. Dishonored,
betrayed, double-crossed and eviscerated by GG Allin himself, who
then stood defying anyone to do anything about the fact that he was
willing to dump them all, for his own, personal, individual,
promotion toward Greatness. Whammo, indeed.
It
was easy to believe the dream, while looking at, listening to and
being around GG Allin & the Jabbers, in early-to-mid 1980. Being
caught up in the spell, the charisma of GG Allin, being in his
presence when he was “on” - “on” like a lightbulb, which was
usually – it was easy to see him as the vehicle for carrying one to
The Heights – to rock'n'roll glory. I too was in that spell, bathed
in GG's charisma, and a true believer in this band, when the lineup
was as it was in the spring of 1980. I too was fully committed to
this band and my future in it, my future behind and beside
GG Allin. I was to be the
drummer, as soon as my hand healed from being crushed in a machine
just a few days before I was to rehearse with them for the first
time. Then I was their driver and member of the “grouup”, though
not officially of the band, of course, with my hand in a cast and
having yet to play with them. During the months with my hand in the
cast, being with GG & the Jabbers every time they got together
and did anything {even going to the movies, to see “Animal House”,
smoking dope in the Manchester movie theater balcony seats}, I got to
know them all quite well, and was certainly in on the group
mentality, the band's vision as a unit. For four solid months at a
very key period in this band's trajectory, I was present every
time the band members got
together, and heard virtually every word spoken among them from March
to July, which included all recording sessions for the LP.
GG
& I hit it off to a greater extent than as “just” bandmates,
which in itself implies a significant degree of closeness. He and I
very rapidly got to be side-by-side cohorts. We definitely “clicked”
{even “cliqued”}, and I think both Rob and Al were taken by
surprise at how GG embraced me as a real co-conspirator, a partner, a
bird-of-a-feather, within just a few weeks. GG & I were
“bonded”, sometimes seemingly wired from the same circuit. This
really hit home and became evident to him and me when I was driving
the band to CBGB, on that long, long trip. We were on a stretch of
the interstate, and nothing had been said for a while, just driving
and riding, on and on, and all was quiet except for the sound of
engine, tires and wind. We were approaching an underpass, and I
noticed a teenage boy standing on the overpass, gazing down at the
traffic of which we were a part. Cruising along at 60 or so, we were
getting closer to that overpass, to that kid who was going to be
looking down at us, as
we passed beneath him. None of us were talking, everyone in their own
headspace. On an impulse, at the moment we'd be right where this kid
would be looking at us, my hand went up to flash the kid my middle
finger – you know, if the kid was gonna be looking, let's give him
something to see; just
a spontaneous, momentary impulse. At the very moment my hand went up
with the bird, GG's hand also went up in the same gesture, at the
same instant, as in a mirror. We both flipped
the kid off, as with one mind – by no prior consultation, yet with
military precision. Simultaneity. We looked at each other instantly,
our eyes locked in mutual surprise – and recognition. We were a
pair. I'd seen that look – the look of recognition of a kindred –
in GG's eyes before, though in a meditative state rather than one of
surprise, the 2nd
time we met.
This
was in Portland, Maine, in mid-March of 1980, in a small and shabby,
ice-cold room in a skid-row hotel above the Downtown Lounge, I think
it was called, where the Jabbers had just played two sets, and there
was a kind of party going on, including the manager of the hotel and
lounge. I was seated, as everyone was at the moment, in conversation
with someone to my left. While in conversation {and on acid}, I
sensed, I suppose, that I was being looked at, being regarded. I
looked immediately across the room, and there sat GG, his eyes gazing
intently and directly into mine. As though caught in an embarrassing
act, he quickly looked away, moving his eyes off to his left. It was
too real, too intense and penetrating a gaze to maintain in the
witness of its subject. I got it very clearly, though, that something
had just “clicked” between us; I felt an inner tampering – a
connection had been made, and it was received on my end. This was a
Moment – noticed, appreciated and never forgotten. I think of it
especially when I see the cover photo of the “Is, Was and Always
Shall Be” LP. He's gazing into the camera just the way he was
gazing into me that night: being God – inside a troubled, brooding,
plotting and often guffawing young man. A brilliant, maladjusted and
shrewd miscreant. An angry child sworn to vengeance on the world
that produced him, and that produced such a sharp contrast between
the haves and have-nots, the fulfilled and the brutally bereft. All
of that, though – or much of any serious thought at
all in GG – was hidden away from those who knew him, at the time.
All he'd reveal now was a drive to rock'n'roll stardom – and he had
some good momentum going. He was also harboring plans already –
dark and dirty, Machiavellian plans for how to Get What He Wanted, no
matter who he had to use, or how ill he had to abuse them in the
process of following his own personal destiny.
As
for me, I was just getting to know GG, increasingly from March to
early July, 1980, and was not in on either his secret plot regarding
the LP, or his lack of any abiding regard for members of the Jabbers,
that would enable him to bury a hatchet in their backs without
remorse. This side of GG, nobody was
seeing, in March or April or May of 1980.
I personally
“lost the vision” of sticking with GG and whatever band he was
going to wind up with, if any, by the first of July, 1980. The LP
fiasco had happened, hard feelings and enmities had developed, and
now GG was planning to go back to square 1, and build a whole new
band – with the LP now under his belt. I thought it was all over –
and for GG Allin & the Jabbers, for the most part it really was,
by then. I decided to break away now, and drove to Manchester {New
Hampshire} from Kittery {Maine} – about a 55, 60-minute drive, to
tell GG so in person.
There
was a street fair, an annual festival, going on in Manchester that
day, and I found GG with Linda McDonnell, Rob and Al, on the loose on
the main street, among the throng of thousands. GG had a pint of
whisky in his back pocket, and had clearly been enjoying some of
that. He was even more exuberantly animated and extroverted than
usual. He and Linda had been competing to see whether she could pick
up more guys than he could girls. GG laughingly explained how he'd
say to a strange woman, “Hi! Remember me? We went to school
together, don't you remember?” and start hitting on them from
there. I told him I needed to speak to him “alone”, and he threw
his arm around me as though we were going on a date, and said loudly
for his entourage's entertainment, “Well, sure, come
right this way, big boy!”
as though he had the hots for me {which I think he really did}.
We
got a few yards away from Rob and Al and Linda, and I just told him
that I was “out”, though it was still in his plans for me to be
his drummer, whenever things
came together again, and if they
did. I don't remember what I said, except that I told him I was out.
Really, I was tired of waiting around. After being with GG & the
Jabbers for months, while my hand had been in a cast, I wanted to
play – Now! My hand
had been out of its cast for weeks now, Rob had personally checked
out my playing ability first, then I did two or three practice
sessions with GG and the full band, and I had also played in the
studio on an uptempo recording of “I Wanna Be Your Dog”, that was
done at North Country Sounds in Auburn, after the LP songs had been
recorded. {I was thus the first drummer to record with GG, who had
done all of his own drumming on recordings, previously – except for
Bob MacKenzie's drumming on his own song, “Don't Talk To Me”. It
was, however, my drums GG played on the LP recordings, as I recall.}
GG had already told me, privately, concerning my being the new
drummer, “If you want it, you've got it.” {He knew I might not
want it, given the inner band
turmoil that was brewing by then.} Now I was raring to go, and get on
that stage with these guys – with some guys
– any guys! I didn't
see GG going anywhere at just that time, so I told him I was out, and
though we remained friends, that was it. I do recall doing something
with him the following year, I think I actually rehearsed with him
for a gig that never happened, or something, on a fill-in basis – I
hazily recall doing, “You Hate Me & I Hate You” & “Gimme
Some Head” with him – but by then, 1981, I was doing such a
profusion of drugs and alcohol myself, that I don't remember much. I
think my van got towed away, & I got stuck in town overnight, or
something like that.
From
that point on in my life, as a musician, I never looked back, never
thought about ever playing with GG again. I'd learned from him, and
I'd been befriended by him. For the next three years, sometimes the
phone would ring and it would be him. There was no caller-ID yet in
those days, so it was always a surprise, and sometimes he'd disguise
his voice and begin a false conversation, before cracking up and
revealing his true identity. One time I was alone at home about to
eat something, and had the TV tuned in for the Andy Griffith Show,
which was justs coming on when the phone rang. When I answered, the
caller started whistling along with the Andy Griffith theme, before
breaking up laughing. I must be one of the few who can say I heard GG
Allin whistle the Andy Griffith theme song.
We
eventually got into some pretty serious conversations on the phone,
especially from '81 – '83. When I got into witchcraft, circa '81,
which really seemed to be “going around”, “in the air”, in
those days, I recall asking GG if he'd yet had contact with
witchcraft people. I was into it pretty heavily by then, and I knew
he would be in contact with
someone from the witch world, too. He was kinda surprised that I
would ask, as it was a coincidence. Yes, he said, in fact recently
he'd been contacted by some witches, and “they seemed pretty cool”,
he said, but he was undecided on what to make of them. I gave them my
full endorsement, seriously advising him to listen to them – and I
know I had an influence on him, in that regard.
GG
didn't take a lot of suggestions or advice from many people, but he
did take my counsel seriously. He was also open to using an idea I
gave him once, before a gig. We were in Boston, on the North End,
around April/May 1980, for a gig at a place called Cantone's {which
he mentions in his “autobiography”, though his account there is
wildly exaggerated, if he's referring to the same gig – which was
wild.} We had pulled into town,
and I think the band was all set up, when we all walked to a corner
store so they could get some snacks, having not eaten. GG chose a
cherry pie. When I saw the cherry pie, I thought of his song, “Cheri
Love Affair”, and the actual Cheri magazine
he always salaciously displayed while he sang it. I suggested to him
that he take the pie out of the wrapper and put it inside the Cheri
magazine, then when he's going
through the porno magazine onstage, he could pretend to go down on a
model in the mag, and come up with cherry filling all over his face.
Though he was hungry, he saved the cherry pie and did exactly as I'd
suggested – and it was a great effect.
There was also
a packet-of-firecrackers grand finale at the end of the Jabbers' set,
that was my idea. On their last song {“I Got A Right”, an Iggy
Pop cover} when all hell broke loose and they were thrashing and
knocking stuff around, I would toss an entire packet of firecrackers
onto the stage, and it had an excellent effect, smoky and chaotic.
When I
endorsed the witches he listened, too.
The
fact is that after my first meeting GG & the Jabbers in March,
within a month or two I had become so close to GG that there was some
jealousy arising, particularly from Rob Basso, who then considered me
an interloper, and he was the jealous rival. There was no way, with
his personality, that Rob was ever going to be as close to GG as he
would like to have been. GG's mind had a certain-shaped lock to it,
and if yours wasn't the right shape, you weren't getting in – and
Rob's just wasn't, which in some ways is certainly to his credit. He
just wasn't as warped, twisted and inwardly hurt as were people like
GG – and I. GG knew I was a kindred when we first met, as described
in that gaze he'd fixed on me in Portland; he knew. Rob was a misfit
in combing his hair just so, on getting out of the van after trips,
as opposed to GG {and me}, who laughed, “I'm making
sure my hair's
messed up!” Al sometimes
mimicked and mocked Rob's anal-retentive manner, always checking his
pocket to make sure he had his key {to his room}, etc.. The only real
mocking of Rob that I personally did, was at a point when he was no
longer a part of the Jabbers around late June, early July of 1980,
when I sang a line of his song, “Death Child”, with my own
lyrics. His line was, “Been a death child since I left
the womb!” and my line was,
“Been so happy since Rob left the band!”
GG
and I began to compete in acts of craziness, and eventually we were
privately, between the two of us, discussing some very dark
ideas, as only two like-minded lunatics can concoct and execute
together. Death on
stage, following mass murder of the audience, that kind of thing. We
really were a major danger, together. It's definitely for the best
that we parted after bonding, because if we hadn't, as I've said
before, both he and I would have been dead within a year.
I
know that GG knew and understood that I had my own thing to do, and
he always encouraged me to get my own band together. {I did have my
own band by 1984, but he was unaware of this, as we were lost to each
other by then, out of contact. So, when I mentioned to him in '92
that I had a band – again – he said, gladly, “Well, it's about
time.”} He knew that we were
each too intense to even need to be together. He wrote to me in '82
or '83, “We should do a gig together sometime, just you and me. Do
you think the world is ready?” {It
wasn't!} When GG came out with his song, “Hangin' Out With Jim” a
few years later, I must have become even more envied.
He'd never written a friend song
before. I recall Sandy [GG's wife] once asking why he didn't do any
love songs. GG laughingly said, “I can't really see us doing a love
song,” as though the thought was absurd. “Hangin' Out With Jim”
is pretty fuckin' close to it, though. It was pretty obvious to me
when I first saw the title on a tape I bought {“Antisocial
Personality Disorder”} and when I listened to it, that I'm the Jim
he had in mind. Rob Basso told me in 2001, “I always thought that
song was about you.” I think he
told me about it on the phone when I last spoke with him in September
of '92, but I'm not sure, because at the time my only thoughts were
desperately focused on trying to save his life. On the “Antisocial
Personality Disorder” version of this song, it sounds like he
mentions, “riding on a death-ship”, which would definitely be the
van I so wildly drove – which he was still laughing about when I
spoke with him last. Had I any doubt that this song was based on me,
the matter was settled when, after the song on “Antisocial
Personality Disorder” he says the song is “for Jimmy, a little
boy that I've wanted for a few years now.” That was recorded in
1987. He's definitely talking about me. Fans of GG have repeatedly
said that the song is about Jim Beam whisky. Jim Beam, however, was
never a little boy that GG had wanted for a few years. I was.
{Coincidentally, when I lived in a brothel in Atlanta in early 2006,
there was a hooker there with whom I sometimes hung out, who always
called me Jim Beam. “Hey, Jim Beam! Come help me smoke
this blunt....”}
Rob's jealousy
of me eventually reached a boiling point, in an incident that GG
alluded to in his fanciful “autobiography”.
A
budding rift between Rob and I had initially come to light when I
first had a safety pin in my ear. We were at the practice space, and
were leaving as a group, I think to go to a movie – somewhere. Rob
pulled a power play as we were exiting the door of the practice
space, entering the hallway. He had been rather horrified at the
sight of my low-budget piercing – though he had
an earring in one ear. I think it was just “too real” for him,
too stark, and he didn't like the direction it represented. In the
hallway, as were all were leaving the practice space, he pulled up
short and announced, “I am not going anywhere with him [me] until
he takes that thing out of his ear.” This was clearly a power test,
with his assumption that I'd lose. GG and Alan looked at Rob like he
had three heads. “What??” Rob
asserted that the safety pin in the ear was from several years ago,
and was no longer tolerable – or something to that effect. It
clearly embarrassed him, and as a key member of the Jabbers, he was
not going to allow it in the Jabbers' public appearance. His opinion
was dismissed as a momentary aggravation, and Rob had to shrink a
bit, completely voted out and alone. His gambit had not only failed
to work, it also backfired, lowering rather than elevating him –
and, as an unintended consequence, reinforced my own “status”, as
he would have perceived it. {I, on the other hand, had “won”
such a confrontation – with GG
directly – when I had refused to drive on to CBGB until Janis
Joplin was playing on my van's tape player, after GG kept hitting
“eject” on her.}
My
closeness to GG continued to irritate Rob, and he repressed it until
it became a seething, burning rage of jealous contempt.
It was exacerbated when GG unhesitatingly gave me a copy of the just-pressed LP, on the CBGB trip, after he'd signed it, at my suggestion, “I rolled a joint on this album. GG Allin.” He'd done the rolling on it, after I'd scored some weed on the street as we were leaving CBGB for the long drive back to Manchester. Rob was very peevish about me getting the LP free, when everyone else had to pay for it. GG ignored Rob on this, too. Further coals on Rob's pent-up, glowing conflagration.
It was exacerbated when GG unhesitatingly gave me a copy of the just-pressed LP, on the CBGB trip, after he'd signed it, at my suggestion, “I rolled a joint on this album. GG Allin.” He'd done the rolling on it, after I'd scored some weed on the street as we were leaving CBGB for the long drive back to Manchester. Rob was very peevish about me getting the LP free, when everyone else had to pay for it. GG ignored Rob on this, too. Further coals on Rob's pent-up, glowing conflagration.
GG's
“autobiographical” account of the rift between Rob and I was
practically backwards
in comparison with the truth, and certainly fictionalized. GG wrote
that he and I, in the band's practice space, were heaping insults and
abuse on Rob as he played, and if he objected, we beat on him,
something to that effect. As I said, his account, at least in part,
is backwards. GG also wrote, “Jim Danger hated Rob, too.” It was,
as I've described, more a case of Rob hating
me, once I became very
close with GG. Not only so, but it was Rob
who threatened me, or
indicated an eminent attack on me, as follows:
GG
Allin & the Jabbers practice space, 2nd
floor office, rear of building overlooking large parking lot. Al
Chapple and Rob – I don't recall whether John Fortin was present or
not, but I'm thinking not – were working on a new song. It must
have been June now, 1980 – 'cause things were very near an end –
at least the end of GG Allin & the Jabbers, Phase 1.
There were
posters on the walls – the Ramones, the Sex Pistols, Patti Smith,
the Dead Boys, etc. The Ramones poster was signed by all of the
Ramones – GG and the others had gone to see the Ramones several
times, I gathered, and had their albums signed by the band – and
this wall poster too. GG and another person or two had also signed
the poster, and at some point I had briefly decided to call myself
Nick Nayme {hadn't thought of Danger yet} and I too signed the
poster, “Nicholas Nayme”. Rob was pretty miffed about that, I
recall.
Rob
was miffed, all right, and more-so, about a number of things. The LP
bombshell had lately struck. Rob had been fucked,
as
had the others, by GG. Down the drain at the same time was Rob's
imagined or hoped-for personal closeness with GG. GG, the charismatic
born leader, was a dynamic person who everyone around him wanted to
be close to, personally. Not only so, but to Rob, I think, GG
represented The
Ticket To The Big Time.
Accordingly, he was enamored.
Then I
had come along, and very quickly become what certainly appeared to be
a fast friend and buddy-cohort, with The
Geege.
At
the moment, Rob and Al {and possibly John Fortin, don't recall –
probably not, he lived a ways off and didn't drive, got rides to meet
us for important stuff} were working on a new song that Al had
written, called “Underwear Party”. {“We're going to – an
underwear party / Bring the girls – and don't be tardy....”} It
sounded pretty sophomoric, if not childish – doesn't it?
As they were going over it {I still
remember
it, quite clearly, 35 years later}, GG and I were sitting atop PA
speakers that were sitting on the floor, just high enough so that our
feet were up off the floor, and were kicking back together, smoking
pot out of my small bong. I had this same blue bong with me
throughout the time I was with the Jabbers, and was even able to load
and light it while driving, with my right hand in a cast. Didn't have
it on that CBGB trip, though, which is why I'd had to buy papers on
the Lower East Side.} GG and I were laughing at Rob and Al, quite
giddily, as we got high and listened to their efforts on this all new
song. At the moment, they didn't look like great musicians, and the
song wasn't exactly catching fire in front of us. GG's and my
laughter got loud, and GG laughingly blurted out “What the fuck
kinda fucked up song is that?”
and
I found this hilarious, as did he. The fact that it was open
ridicule, made it all the funnier. His last remark, in fact, GG had
directed more at
Rob
and Al, in a derogatorily heckling way.
Rob snapped. All
of
the late frustration in Rob's mind geysered to the surface. He spun,
grabbed a mic stand down near its base, and picked it up like a
javelin, over his head and pulled it back about to throw the deadly
spear - right into my chest. I saw where he was aiming. GG and I
both yelled as though our car was about to crash, and scrambled to
get out of the way. {Yes, folks, GG Allin was once terrorized by
someone wielding a mic stand toward him,
before
he ever did it to anyone else! Rob can be proud of that,
if
he likes – I
would
be!} Rob's eyes were locked on mine, with fury and hatred. He wanted
to
kill me – he wanted me Gone.
Had
he fired that javelin, I'd've been a hurtin' bastard – if not dead;
but he held his fire. “Jesus
Christ!”
GG proclaimed.
In this way, then, I was momentarily the focus of Rob's rage –
at GG.
Almost immediately, GG and I were
in my van going around looking to start a whole new band – Rob and
Al
were out.
As recounted already, both Rob and
Al basically came crawling back to GG {this is my
view},
their one shot at rock'n'roll stardom, and since they were at hand,
GG used them again. This love was fuckin' gone,
though.
Over the next several years, Rob
would do a thing or two with GG – until that violent final parting
– and Al would continue playing bass with GG on recordings and at
gigs, along with a guitarist GG had met named Chris Lamy, up until
around '84, I gather, before they finally split with him for good,
one way or another. I wasn't there, so I can't say. Chris tells me
that it was the Jabbers who dumped GG, because of his out-of-control
onstage behavior. GG wrote the same, in his “autobiography”, so
it seems to be so. {I always put GG's “autobiography” in
quotation marks, because so much of it is fiction and exaggeration on
GG's part – though I'm sure he wrote it, because no one else could
have known some of the stuff included.}
Well, as we all know – as the
whole world knows – GG's behavior got increasingly
out of control from that point on until his death. So, why do the
Jabbers still
wish
to associate themselves with him?
Rob Basso told me, when I re-connected with him on the internet
around 2001, he and GG had a “love/hate relationship”, that they
were both very intense personalities, who sometimes clashed. Still,
though, he embraces GG – and especially, his own place as a former
bandmate of The Legendary GG Allin. With such words, he smooths over
the jagged, cutting, tearing, and finally eviscerating edges of what
he went through with GG Allin. As I write this, Rob's FaceBook
profile photo is of himself, smiling faintly, looking gaunt and rung
out, his hand resting on GG's shoulder – and GG looks rather
annoyed. Photo from early '80s – and probably just prior to GG's
beating the shit out of Rob.
By turns, Rob speaks lovingly of his old chum GG, or venomously
and bitterly denounces him as a treacherous, lying, backstabbing
asshole. With the latter, he's telling the truth. With the former,
he's still grasping at a dream. Just a couple of weeks ago, he
commented that he still has dreams in which he's onstage with GG –
over three decades later. Dreams, indeed.
- Jim Danger, Sept., 2015
There are some articles i've written that are in my Blogs, but to find them you have to scroll down to the bottom of blog page and find 2015 blogs, etc., to find them. Don't know why it's so hard to locate 'em but that's the way it is.
i know lots of people are interested in GG Allin and i get a lot of questions about him. I wrote two articles about him that are in 2015 blogs. If you can't find 'em let me know.
By the way, my Email address is jimdangerzone@gmail.com
Love, Peace and Fun to You!
Jim
UPDATE: I just re-posted them, to make them easier to find - but you've probably already seen that by now.
i know lots of people are interested in GG Allin and i get a lot of questions about him. I wrote two articles about him that are in 2015 blogs. If you can't find 'em let me know.
By the way, my Email address is jimdangerzone@gmail.com
Love, Peace and Fun to You!
Jim
UPDATE: I just re-posted them, to make them easier to find - but you've probably already seen that by now.
Videos on YouTube
Hi, Friends -
i've got about 50 videos on YouTube now, mostly originals but also some covers. If you'd like to check 'em out, just go to YouTube and punch in Jim Danger & there i'll be. Subscribe to my channel and you'll have a list of both covers and originals to investigate. I've done quite a few just recently - did 9 in one night, last weekend, all original.
i've done a couple by Request from friends. A friend in Kathmandu, Nepal, asked me if i'd do Kurt Cobain's, "All Apologies", so i did that, though i never would have considered it otherwise. He'd just been in a horrible motorcycle accident, so i went out of my way to learn it quickly.
Then a GG Allin fan who found out about me, heard me do something like, "You Were A Hole To Me" {one of my originals, recent video}, and asked me if i'd do GG's song, "Rowdy, Beer Drinkin' Night" in a low, Cash-like vocal, so i practiced that one for a day or two, then did that too. {Soon, i plan to do, "Don't Talk To Me", which is not only a great song, but has a special meaning and connection for me, since i was in the vocal booth with GG when he recorded that one, just him and me. I was sitting on the floor in front of him and he was making faces at me while he read the lyrics and sang it {GG didn't write that one}.
So, Please check out my YouTube Videos, subscribe to my channel if you will, and i'd appreciate it!
Anyone can friend me on FaceBook, too, if ya feel like it. I've got a personal page AND a music page there.
Keep Smilin' - or not, but
Have Fun & Enjoy Life!
Your friend,
Jim Danger
i've got about 50 videos on YouTube now, mostly originals but also some covers. If you'd like to check 'em out, just go to YouTube and punch in Jim Danger & there i'll be. Subscribe to my channel and you'll have a list of both covers and originals to investigate. I've done quite a few just recently - did 9 in one night, last weekend, all original.
i've done a couple by Request from friends. A friend in Kathmandu, Nepal, asked me if i'd do Kurt Cobain's, "All Apologies", so i did that, though i never would have considered it otherwise. He'd just been in a horrible motorcycle accident, so i went out of my way to learn it quickly.
Then a GG Allin fan who found out about me, heard me do something like, "You Were A Hole To Me" {one of my originals, recent video}, and asked me if i'd do GG's song, "Rowdy, Beer Drinkin' Night" in a low, Cash-like vocal, so i practiced that one for a day or two, then did that too. {Soon, i plan to do, "Don't Talk To Me", which is not only a great song, but has a special meaning and connection for me, since i was in the vocal booth with GG when he recorded that one, just him and me. I was sitting on the floor in front of him and he was making faces at me while he read the lyrics and sang it {GG didn't write that one}.
So, Please check out my YouTube Videos, subscribe to my channel if you will, and i'd appreciate it!
Anyone can friend me on FaceBook, too, if ya feel like it. I've got a personal page AND a music page there.
Keep Smilin' - or not, but
Have Fun & Enjoy Life!
Your friend,
Jim Danger
Saturday, October 8, 2016
Hi, Friends -
i've got about 50 videos on YouTube now, mostly originals but also some covers. If you'd like to check 'em out, just go to YouTube and punch in Jim Danger & there i'll be. Subscribe to my channel and you'll have a list of both covers and originals to investigate. I've done quite a few just recently - did 9 in one night, last weekend, all original.
i've done a couple by Request from friends. A friend in Kathmandu, Nepal, asked me if i'd do Kurt Cobain's, "All Apologies", so i did that, though i never would have considered it otherwise. He'd just been in a horrible motorcycle accident, so i went out of my way to learn it quickly.
Then a GG Allin fan who found out about me, heard me do something like, "You Were A Hole To Me" {one of my originals, recent video}, and asked me if i'd do GG's song, "Rowdy, Beer Drinkin' Night" in a low, Cash-like vocal, so i practiced that one for a day or two, then did that too. {Soon, i plan to do, "Don't Talk To Me", which is not only a great song, but has a special meaning and connection for me, since i was in the vocal booth with GG when he recorded that one, just him and me. I was sitting on the floor in front of him and he was making faces at me while he read the lyrics and sang it {GG didn't write that one}.
So, Please check out my YouTube Videos, subscribe to my channel if you will, and i'd appreciate it!
Anyone can friend me on FaceBook, too, if ya feel like it. I've got a personal page AND a music page there.
Keep Smilin' - or not, but
Have Fun & Enjoy Life!
Your friend,
Jim Danger
i've got about 50 videos on YouTube now, mostly originals but also some covers. If you'd like to check 'em out, just go to YouTube and punch in Jim Danger & there i'll be. Subscribe to my channel and you'll have a list of both covers and originals to investigate. I've done quite a few just recently - did 9 in one night, last weekend, all original.
i've done a couple by Request from friends. A friend in Kathmandu, Nepal, asked me if i'd do Kurt Cobain's, "All Apologies", so i did that, though i never would have considered it otherwise. He'd just been in a horrible motorcycle accident, so i went out of my way to learn it quickly.
Then a GG Allin fan who found out about me, heard me do something like, "You Were A Hole To Me" {one of my originals, recent video}, and asked me if i'd do GG's song, "Rowdy, Beer Drinkin' Night" in a low, Cash-like vocal, so i practiced that one for a day or two, then did that too. {Soon, i plan to do, "Don't Talk To Me", which is not only a great song, but has a special meaning and connection for me, since i was in the vocal booth with GG when he recorded that one, just him and me. I was sitting on the floor in front of him and he was making faces at me while he read the lyrics and sang it {GG didn't write that one}.
So, Please check out my YouTube Videos, subscribe to my channel if you will, and i'd appreciate it!
Anyone can friend me on FaceBook, too, if ya feel like it. I've got a personal page AND a music page there.
Keep Smilin' - or not, but
Have Fun & Enjoy Life!
Your friend,
Jim Danger
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